Year 2010; I’d say it’s a year of mixed emotions for me. I got out of my first full-time job in Feb 2010 (after much struggling and drama) after two years odd, had a great first quarter of the year with family/ friends/ boyfriend.
In March, I joined another PR agency on contract basis whilst waiting for results from the two universities that I had applied for – NUS and UniSim (both communication studies). Handled one of the biggest gourmet event ever in Singapore (and internationally as well), whirlwind March April and May.
In May, lost a love of seven years plus long, dwindled along the line of depression which worried a hell lot of people who care. Gained tons of new friends from Twitter, CozyCot and online shopping – the work of social media is crazy. Work ended in June after the event ended and contract came to a stop, I am still thankful for the exposure and experience gained. Received letter from UniSim (and NUS too) that I am accepted! Of course, NUS thanked me for my application, period.
In July, I joined a SME for a super lax job – doing admin, branding and supposedly PR as well. Alas, nothing on PR but all on admin. Sad much please, even though the job was darn relaxing and the expenses I spent there came to one of the lowest in months. I would reach home at 6pm almost everyday after work, how great eh? Still, politics sucked at work and I was sick and tired of promises re giving me PR-related work so I resigned after a month plus. Also, my previous contract job contacted me for a perm position! That same month, met up with primary school friends (finally!) after a decade and it was certainly nostalgic and funny to see everyone again. Went for my first run as well for SHAPE RUN (with xueling, germ and gang!), 5km and I thought I nearly died there! Lols.
August came, and I started on my third full-time job…not to mention, school had already started and I could say I was darn lost! After two years odd of not being in classroom, doing assignments, reading ‘encyclopedia-like’ books, it felt really weird to do that again. Another lowest point came when I was really drained with work, school and relationship woes…till date, I couldnt recall how I survived that strenuous period without the help of peers and family. Almost everyday, I’d wear a smile out to work…fearing family or colleagues would worry, only to go home after work or school and coop up in the bathroom or bed to sob quietly. The only thing I could recall now is, the pain of losing someone so dear is seriously heart-wrenching. Second run, SAFRA-Army Half Marathon Fun Run with Da Reu and Melv..another walk, not run. Lols.
Month of September, probably the best month for me ‘cos it’s my birthday month! Had different celebrations with different cliques, loving all the dinner outings with sisters/ nuts/ family. I received gifts I wanted (yay!) and I enjoyed myself ttm with my virgin trip on Singapore Flyer thanks to my dear sisters! ^-^ Kite-flying with family on my birthday at Marina Barrage, Everything with Fries with nutties the day after my birthday, and the next day I went on a tourist-y trip to Sentosa with Stan. That pretty much summed up my September.
October was packed with meet-ups with friends, and also jam-packed with tutorials and assignments >.< I remembered sleeping in late almost every night to meet the datelines. Went to Chomp Chomp Food Centre (my first!) with my cozybitches, and had a great time with all the TDF stingray, chicken wings, hokkien prawn mee and Kang Kong! Miss them lotsa. First 10km with my babes (xueling, germ and gang!) at Nike Run, fun fun fun! Still recall the neon green tee they made us wore, lols. We were crazy enough and signed up for GE Run which happened a week later, and I am proud of my timing till date and I ran all the way! Woots.
November was the bane of my life for this year ‘cos it was exam month and I had four papers. Struggling to revise after work whilst on the way home, before work, burning midnight oil on weekends. So glad I had my mugging pals with me, aka the classmates! Did I mention I met really nice ones from classes? Haha we are like bitches in classes (mind you, there are some guys in this clique okays!), talking about lecturers and gossiping. Ooooppsy. Hell broke loose after exams, and I went out almost everyday after work. Haha!
Finally, the last month of the year – December! Month of celebration for festive seasons and birthdays for lots of friends..hit supper with JVS mates (I MISS YOU ALL LOTS!), GV pals, dinners with KALs, Christmas gift exchanges with sisters, nutties and lots more. And best thing (or most nervewrecking day) was the day which our results were released! I am so darn happy cos I yearned for all passes but got better than expected. Not gonna let my guards down and lax through next semester, gonna keep the beat going and work harder! ^-^v This month, I also reflected a lot more…so much more than the summation of reflections for the past months. On Love, career, studies, savings, and also MYnt. I realised loving someone too much can tire both parties and this time, all I can say is…it’s time to relook on your priorities in life. If commitment isnt on your list, let go and we’ll be better.
All in all, year 2010 has been a pretty emotional ride for me.
To love:
Till date, I have to admit I still tear easily upon recollection of beautiful memories that I once shared with you…but am also comforted by the fact that we shared so much together once. I may have lost someone whom I love, but I’ve gained a friend who loves me that way.
For MYnt;
I am so thankful for the opportunities given to me…and the fact that I had to juggle school and work, I still managed to run MYnt smoothly with the dear help of mommy and sister, and also the customers who stood by me all these while. Customers who understood that I am taking a longer time to revert ‘cos of the various commitments I have on hand. Thank you
I hope to bring better pieces and of course, keeping them pocket-friendly too! xoxo.
To dear KALs,
our must-go Watson’s shopping on every outing, great food, silly jokes, camwhoring, knowing each other online through KOI and building up this friendship…I can never say how thankful to have found confidantes in you ladies. Thank you girls – Adel, Xiaohan, Yun, Jenn, Lynn, Prisc, YL, ah Tao. Cant wait to see my babes again soon!
To dear CozyBitches,
all the yummy food, hogging onto cameras with zi pai etc, group photos, 38 gossips, and how can I ever forget online shopping deals with one another!
Cheers to this group of babes, who never fail to offer advices when I need them – Wendy, Steph, Yina, Joyce, Felicia, Deb, Nancy, Hui Jing. XOXO dears.
To Emmy dear,
sms spamming each other, random Whatsapp messages, how our friendship blossomed from CozyCot PM till date! Lols. You’ll always be my true friend /winks love. Cant wait to see you happily hitched in March 2011!
To Twitter babes,
my only company whilst on the go, at work…thanks for enduring my spam of tweets everyday! Lols. And I’m still amused by the friends I’ve gained through Twitter – Belle, Michelle, Joze, Tze Hui, Grace, Kristine, Rara, Christine, Ronron and so many more. Thanks for keeping me sane dears
xoxo.
My dear CozyCot ladies,
Ruoxuan, July, Tiffy, Jacelyn, Pei Ying…thanks for bringing me into your life, the milkshake lovers, and the endless random talks we can have, everytime we meet! Looking forward to 1-Altitude Bar please!
To my JVS gang,
brothers and sisters…have been neglecting you guys lots
missing the suppers we had. The pool sessions, the endless recollections of memories during Sec School. Comforted that despite meeting up lesser now, the bond we share is still tightly intact. Love lots. I’ll definitely organise a supper gathering soon, New Year? And a class gathering during CNY! Yay!
The GV gang,
ironic how we got closer only after what happened to Stan and I…this group of guys and ladies, some became my closest confidantes. Albeit the short time we’ve known each other, the bond and outings we have rock to th max!!
My nutties,
you guys kept me sane during my low period. You guys listened and never gave up on this lost and lovesick fool. You guys spurred me on during my exam period and insane deadlines week. You guys added so much laughter to my life since day one
I love you all so so much. Pillars of strength – Jass Xiu Leo Phee Chiat Daph…I love you guys!
Sisters,
thank you for all the texts phone calls tweets and most importantly, being there for me whenever I need someone to keep me positive. I am so happy to see three of you in bliss now :’) please make me yr bridesmaid okays? Heh, looking forward to more polaroids together. XOXO
My big love family,
(no picca of daddy ‘cos he said he’s shy -__-)
the bond between us gets stronger now that sister and I have grown up and matured lots. Tantrums still exist but so much lesser now. Love the girls’ night out to night haunts for food, shopping and camwhoring too! Haha. Thanks mommy for sheltering me with so much love, my sister for her mature advises all the time, my dad for his fatherly figure at home whenever we need some macho support around the house and of course for supporting the family. Loves, despite all the indifferences and issues on hand, I am still thankful for a complete family.
To everyone who’s not mentioned here, too many to list
I am grateful to have you in my life, and I wish that everyone around me will have a blessed year ahead. Cheerios!
Year 2011,
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I want to stop being an emotional wreckage so that friends wont leave me one by one
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I wanna continue working darn hard for my studies, and graduate ASAP!
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Manage MYnt better in terms of sourcing out the best I can offer for customers!
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Better time management for people around me!
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Excel in career!
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Be less of a blunder-head
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More cautious before giving out my heart
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Be more forgiving
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Positivism matters, aiming for that
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Live life to the maximum!
Some images (random ones) to end this post











How did your 2010 go? No matter what, have a great 2011 my dears!